Dreams from the past

I see swami I am eating with curd rice in my hand, swami walks past and I say I wont get up anyways when I come you wont talk to me or allow padanamskar, swami suddenly stops there as if he read my mind and says come now and take padanamaskar I wont say anything, i become happy and do padanamaskar.

I am in a kalyana mandapam and I am sitting there , I dont remember much of this classic dream, I go down and near bathroom I find B and we converse. Suddenly he touches bathroom tiles becomes like screen and I realize swami must be around so I imagin swami is upstairs and climb the stairs I am behind the place where swami is giving darshan to huge crowds of people in the top floor of the kalyanamandapam. I see swami in white dress I go near him, He sees me and comes near me as if he wants to talk to me I am thrilled. I suddenly see Someone probably my grandpa slapping swami, swami gestures him away (as if he pushes him away, as if he wants to continue to give me what he came for even though swami is admonished for it) so swami comes near me and he grows in size, he grows and grows and becomes huge in white dress, I realize it is vishwaroopa darshan and pray to him.

i am sitting in darshan in prashanti nilayam. theres a huge crowd, swami is sitting there in front, I see myself sitting next to him like how the student groups sit, Swami tries to reach out to me to touch my hand and I am folding my hands as if I am doing namaskaram, he could not reach me, so I stretch my hand so he can touch it, he grabs it and hold tights as if telling me that is the right posture to pray or fold hands, or maybe to say he is holding my hand tight

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