Dream feb-3-2016 morning
Basically I have trouble focusing and centering my attention always, we get lost in the world and lose myself in random thoughts before I bring back my attention. Very slow and boring process so not able to steady that's what mt state of mind and worry was during my night meditation, before going to sleep.
in the early morning hours maybe 5AM or 5.30AM, As usual I woke up while asleep and then started flying (not dreaming) , i was in bliss just enjoying the flying this time I close my eyes and only wanted the experience of flying I dint want to see anything or do anything. But after sometime I was bored of flying so I decided to just sit and meditate on that plane. Even if we close our eyes we do get distracted because Mind doesnt want to cooperate and be on one state.
A pan-Asian middle aged (maybe 40-50 yrs) was sitting nearby on a chair. I said since I am meeting you in this astral plane and I am conscious and you recognize me, you must be divine so please advise me (based on my state of not being able to meditate very effectively or go into states of silence) .... she then sang a beautiful rhythmic song in English, very poetic but I dint understand exactly what the entire song was. But I realized in that song she is advising me, the song goes like this -- there is a university with blue roof and blue walls and I will meet my person who will help me in getting my sadhana stronger , I asked her how will I know that person she said when u Goto the university if u see him 3 times constantly then that is your person. All this was conveyed in a beautiful song. I have no idea what is that university and how I will three times the same person but he will help me inspire me to get better at my sadhana is what was clear.
Then I asked her if she divine then take me to swami she dint I tried but I could not Goto swami. I tried hard by realized I couldnt goto him cause in that plane I dont know where he is and only if he wills I can go. She was silent but i understood that if I want something I can ask her. I wanted to ask her to grant me out of body in awake state also, which right now is happening only in astral plane. I was about to ask but because earlier Bobby had warned me not to go behind out of body experience as I may not be able to come back to my physical body I stopped from asking her. Then as usual mind comes inbetween and thinks what if she is evil and is not helping me sadhana, I ask her take me to my swami she doesnt, and I also couldnt. But I am not afraid at all , i confidently decide she is divine , there is nothing evil , its only in my mind so I believe her. I go visit a mountain , its a beautiful mountain rivers streaming besides it I sit there. I see various animals , initially non-harming animals like not wild ones, they go and then comes all the big wild animals like hundreds of lions and tigers, I am absolutely not scared I tell them this is astral plane and I am awake so I am not at all afraid. They run towards they stand with me, I just watch them graze. Nothing much but just outpouring of love and awareness.
Basically I have trouble focusing and centering my attention always, we get lost in the world and lose myself in random thoughts before I bring back my attention. Very slow and boring process so not able to steady that's what mt state of mind and worry was during my night meditation, before going to sleep.
in the early morning hours maybe 5AM or 5.30AM, As usual I woke up while asleep and then started flying (not dreaming) , i was in bliss just enjoying the flying this time I close my eyes and only wanted the experience of flying I dint want to see anything or do anything. But after sometime I was bored of flying so I decided to just sit and meditate on that plane. Even if we close our eyes we do get distracted because Mind doesnt want to cooperate and be on one state.
A pan-Asian middle aged (maybe 40-50 yrs) was sitting nearby on a chair. I said since I am meeting you in this astral plane and I am conscious and you recognize me, you must be divine so please advise me (based on my state of not being able to meditate very effectively or go into states of silence) .... she then sang a beautiful rhythmic song in English, very poetic but I dint understand exactly what the entire song was. But I realized in that song she is advising me, the song goes like this -- there is a university with blue roof and blue walls and I will meet my person who will help me in getting my sadhana stronger , I asked her how will I know that person she said when u Goto the university if u see him 3 times constantly then that is your person. All this was conveyed in a beautiful song. I have no idea what is that university and how I will three times the same person but he will help me inspire me to get better at my sadhana is what was clear.
Then I asked her if she divine then take me to swami she dint I tried but I could not Goto swami. I tried hard by realized I couldnt goto him cause in that plane I dont know where he is and only if he wills I can go. She was silent but i understood that if I want something I can ask her. I wanted to ask her to grant me out of body in awake state also, which right now is happening only in astral plane. I was about to ask but because earlier Bobby had warned me not to go behind out of body experience as I may not be able to come back to my physical body I stopped from asking her. Then as usual mind comes inbetween and thinks what if she is evil and is not helping me sadhana, I ask her take me to my swami she doesnt, and I also couldnt. But I am not afraid at all , i confidently decide she is divine , there is nothing evil , its only in my mind so I believe her. I go visit a mountain , its a beautiful mountain rivers streaming besides it I sit there. I see various animals , initially non-harming animals like not wild ones, they go and then comes all the big wild animals like hundreds of lions and tigers, I am absolutely not scared I tell them this is astral plane and I am awake so I am not at all afraid. They run towards they stand with me, I just watch them graze. Nothing much but just outpouring of love and awareness.
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