After many years, back at my daily sadhana... Have been increasing the intensity and started doing practices.. Felt like experiences should restart else whats the point of increasing intentsity... after a long time, i got fedup and did a 1AM mediatation of taking to higher self, and kundalini meditation... then went to sleep at around 2AM... Lucid started... after a long time it was beautiful... tried to chant Sairam Sairam Sairam... but ended up doing a lot of travel and talking to people , friends, dream within dream, lucid was completely out of control. but atleast no scary stuff. and most definitely fully awake for the longest period of dream.. And so it starts !! hopefully will be able to connect more within and explore further.. Essentially it helps to calm and connect to the self and stay tuned to swami.. otherwise i fully understand its sitll an external experience which is not lasting, so its not the goal.. but instead of doing time pass on other non-interesting this, this time pass is interesting and in a way shows progress in sadhana so its encouraging
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