Dec - 5-2015
This morning I was driving a big bus and halted in some ashram where I have a home , behind me a party of cars stop. Suddenly I realize it's swamis car and Swami is inspecting something behind the bus I drove and walking (I see swami physically), and I also see brother madhu who comes to me in a hurry and said he needs a hall where 200 people can sit where to find one, I tell him in this ashram there is such a hall if u want I can talk to authorities and arrange , then Madhu says swami wants a home to stay for the night as part of the touring journey I was so thrilled because in that part of ashram no one knows swami so I tell Madhu please use my home I will set up everything swami needs its not a big n beautiful home it's a small 2 bedroom home and I will give the big bedroom and arrange it such a way that it is fit for swami - as I was explaining this to Madhu I am praying within me "say yes say yes say yes" he says I will check with swami and goes, I look behind the entourage of cars just whisk away without stopping I get a little sad thinking they are not going to use the hall or even my home for rest otherwise they would have stopped , but little glad that Atleast they came and asked me ...
I drive my car going downhill, windy roads, suddenly lose control of the driving. Car is crowded with lot of sponge material covering my eyes and scared that I am going to hit and get into an accident. The usual nonchalant self that I am I decide to get hit and brace for it. afterall its just a small incident and car will be totalled but thts not my end. Then suddenly I think i am going to downhill which means its not merely an accident and I will be thrown over and thts a little hard to digest so I throw the white sponge material away and start focusing on driving. The white spong was so much in the car tht it was casting a shadow between my vision and the road, so I throw it away and focus on driving, suddenly my car becomes a rickety scooter more like a tvs50 vehicle and I apply brakes, control the moment with my legs and come to a halt just before I am overthrown from tht mountain. I realize there was another elderly couple who had stopped their car for they got into some accident due to damaged roads. I tell them to go to that ashram from where I am coming, give them the address, I remember them saying they are from there , after visiting the same place they are now going down the mountain. I notice a young girl ordinary looking lean , and brown skinned like most of the south indians, probably in her late teens or early twenties, who I presume is their daughter, shes not wearing any necklace or bangles or any such ornaments, rather she looked like a sadhaka, she was wearing only a rudraksha and looked very simple. I bid them good bye and am off my way and my dream ends.
couple of weeks ago dream - I see a wombat sitting outside our home, pretty big sized and its just lazy and lying down, everyone is scared but I go and pet it, its like a kitten soft and absolutely allowing me to pet it. God knows why I dream of wombats :) some random animal which many people dont even know exists. I also dint know until i woke up and remember its a wombat.
This morning I was driving a big bus and halted in some ashram where I have a home , behind me a party of cars stop. Suddenly I realize it's swamis car and Swami is inspecting something behind the bus I drove and walking (I see swami physically), and I also see brother madhu who comes to me in a hurry and said he needs a hall where 200 people can sit where to find one, I tell him in this ashram there is such a hall if u want I can talk to authorities and arrange , then Madhu says swami wants a home to stay for the night as part of the touring journey I was so thrilled because in that part of ashram no one knows swami so I tell Madhu please use my home I will set up everything swami needs its not a big n beautiful home it's a small 2 bedroom home and I will give the big bedroom and arrange it such a way that it is fit for swami - as I was explaining this to Madhu I am praying within me "say yes say yes say yes" he says I will check with swami and goes, I look behind the entourage of cars just whisk away without stopping I get a little sad thinking they are not going to use the hall or even my home for rest otherwise they would have stopped , but little glad that Atleast they came and asked me ...
I drive my car going downhill, windy roads, suddenly lose control of the driving. Car is crowded with lot of sponge material covering my eyes and scared that I am going to hit and get into an accident. The usual nonchalant self that I am I decide to get hit and brace for it. afterall its just a small incident and car will be totalled but thts not my end. Then suddenly I think i am going to downhill which means its not merely an accident and I will be thrown over and thts a little hard to digest so I throw the white sponge material away and start focusing on driving. The white spong was so much in the car tht it was casting a shadow between my vision and the road, so I throw it away and focus on driving, suddenly my car becomes a rickety scooter more like a tvs50 vehicle and I apply brakes, control the moment with my legs and come to a halt just before I am overthrown from tht mountain. I realize there was another elderly couple who had stopped their car for they got into some accident due to damaged roads. I tell them to go to that ashram from where I am coming, give them the address, I remember them saying they are from there , after visiting the same place they are now going down the mountain. I notice a young girl ordinary looking lean , and brown skinned like most of the south indians, probably in her late teens or early twenties, who I presume is their daughter, shes not wearing any necklace or bangles or any such ornaments, rather she looked like a sadhaka, she was wearing only a rudraksha and looked very simple. I bid them good bye and am off my way and my dream ends.
couple of weeks ago dream - I see a wombat sitting outside our home, pretty big sized and its just lazy and lying down, everyone is scared but I go and pet it, its like a kitten soft and absolutely allowing me to pet it. God knows why I dream of wombats :) some random animal which many people dont even know exists. I also dint know until i woke up and remember its a wombat.
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