Early this morning around 4AM, I started to fly again. I was standing in the 3rd floor, in anand apartments in srinagar colony jus standing by the balcony feeling bored and sad that am not doing anything useful and life is boring I am not able to control my mind, something boring thoughts and not-so-positive-about-life outlook, I suddenly realize I am awake its lucid dreaming again. I straight go to swami, hes just sitting, maybe not swami willed dream so maybe am making up but I just straight go to him, spend sometime there. In the discussion I am made aware that yes its true as long as you are aware thats all that matters, nothing else matters, everything else that we call as good or bad is only to bring about awareness, anything that brings us towards awareness is a good deed, and its indeed good karma activities, selfless activities, anything that binds us also takes away from that awareness because of our body-mind attachment. As we term certain activities as "sin" they are nothing but that which takes us away from awareness. Being disembodied is the best freedom anyone can have. I wake up and look at the clock its 4AM I hate to be back in the body, I want to sit up and meditate but lazy as I am and the cold winter that is outside I decide to sleep and not meditate.